job or no job?
I realized that I both hate having no time and having lots of time on my hands. When I was at work, I always thought of a million things I could be doing if I was not at work. Now that I am unemployed, I wish I was working, making an income and not having to worry that much about it. I think that I secretly love to be over committed too many things. I had a job interview this morning. It was slightly awkward, only because I had just woke up, it was only 8 am [I don't think straight when I first wake up and secondly who freaking calls at 8am for a job interview!]. Taking the position would mean that I am working full time. I like to think of myself having a high threshold for stress, I know that I could do it...but maybe I just have a superwoman complex that needs to be readjusted...

I am also getting sick of school and would like to be in a profession. I will be 25 years old next week, maybe I should be comparing myself to my friends, but they are all in the career stage of life...and I am still the poor student...ah! So I have decided to take more classes...I think that God wants me to be done too, since He's been opening up the doors.

Lastly, I am playing volleyball again. I don't mind that it consumes my life, I think that it helps with my mental stability. I think that this year is going to be different. I am slightly out of shape so to remedy this decided to join a gym and go on a modified eating plan.

I was in the drug store the other day and I have never bought vitamins before. Now I have read somewhere that omega 3 is good for you, then I thought that I should by some calcium pills [i like strong bones] and lastly I bought some acidophilus for the tummy.

Now I don't really swallow pills that well. Even taking the gel Advil I need lots of water. So when I took out the calcium ones I could not believe the size of them. They look like large animal pills, maybe for a horse. I like chewables, i should of just got Flinstones. But being an adult now, I thought that old enough that I should be able to just take the whole one. So I put it into my mouth...five minutes of gaging and trying to convince myself to swallow...it started to dissolve...
I cut it in half now...but I still have some troubles...but I figured out a technique.